does anybody know the feeling of wanting to write something but hesitating because of some unclear reasons? i've managed to come up with two reasons why:
- the contents are repetitive of something similar posted
- the stuff i wanna say will affect some of the readers (if there's ever any)

but sometimes it can be really frustrating not being able to make things in my mind happening. all the doubts, criticism and of course the pressure from self makes it only worse; especially during such a nice break from school.

i really wanna sit down, get serious on the stuff i've been entertaining myself with and convincing people to get on board or something.

can it really happen?