i don't have much time to elaborate (gonna go pasir ris @ 3.30pm) so i shall keep it short:

to weijun:

jiayou arh. since it's in your hands grab hold of it as long as possible and enjoy the process. but of course always keep yourself in check- even outsiders like us have learnt a lot from chun boon's case.

to jun cheng:
really thanks a lot for your company and encouragement. i have kept your sms in my phone as a note to remind myself. i know i am weak in the mind...but time will fly in tekong bah i guess.

so for the sake of all my friends and you, giving up is out of my dictionary during my bmt. wish me luck people.

back from tekong!

somehow i wasn't really excited while inside the ferry...maybe i was already shag from the trainings today.

well generally the schedule for the 1st week is way too hectic for somebody slower like me. on one hand i am glad that i have some long time ncc background to back me up, but on the other i am still trying to adapt and accept this kind of lifestyle.

physically i am miles away from my sergeants' expectations...and frankly speaking with the criteria of only passing the ippt to have a chance to enter the command school is making me feel low. even though i am quite confident that as time goes i will be able to perform (besides the fitness side), but again, the benchmark for us is still ippt.

my sergeants...i should really say they are lenient with us...at least for now. so i am quite worried for our confinement week when we are more or less on ourselves. moreover i can already see quite a potential of people just doing stuff the way they like it. and this sounds like the start of real hell.

for now i am just wishing that tomorrow will be as long as possible.

"as the image fades, i realised that i've failed you."

--yesterday--

went out to comex @ suntec with my friends. the route from citylink mall to suntec was already filled with people by early afternoon.

met them up and spent quite a while at level 6 (it's too crowded inside) walking around and catching up with those colleagues i had when i was working part time for them as their show promoter.

in the end i upgraded my lap top's memory and bought some cheap ear phones from sonicgear.

we really took a long while to decide on going to swensens for dinner and get our food onto our tables (it's a long and kind of irritating story so i shall not elaborate). because i had another appointment with jun cheng @ clementi, i finished my food and left off early.

i was already late by 2 hours plus when i found him (really sorry!). so we settled down at a coffee shop with drinks and a plate of rojak. well sometimes a simple catch up with a close friend is still better than fanciful outing ideas with so many friends at once.

--today--

just checked my own checklist for the third time and packed everything into a bag (surprisingly). started to feel the nervousness from the start of morning. i really wonder whether i will be able to sleep properly tonight.

i think i will really miss my friends...maybe my family too. but on the other hand i am kind of excited and nervous of the road ahead...new people...new environment...new animals and new stuff to learn.

"only if you were there to sing me a song for tonight. just for tonight."

i know it's kind of late if i were to say team fortress 2 is a cool game...but i was too bored just now till i watched this introduction video for the engineer class:

one of the video footage provided from my friend:



well with this video i am pretty sure my heart is dead for the miss singapore contestants.

i can assure you with both of my eyes that there's local girls better looking than our bold representative here (those people who hang out often in the town will get what i mean). even so...the answers she gave are very...singaporean (stereotyped)?

grammatical errors...bold replies (e.g. something like "it's about me") without satisfactory explanations...and maybe she is not quick minded?