ah!!!it's the month of deficit!man i have used all the pay i got for this month...how?!looks like i gotta cut down when i am back...but...how about the 12th?am i gonna follow what the rest of them had done- a treat for them?chun leng suggested to have a night out on that day.but...aiya.
recalled of a crazy idea i had quite long on what should i do on that day- go old folk's home! or actually any home will do. (... ... ...you will think "HUH?!WTF?!", right?)
know what?i remembered at that point of time i thought that since i doubt i can do much to make myself happier (since it's 21st), why not make others happier?though it's only for a short while...
saw an article saying that the actual person the urban peeps don't cherish is actually themselves.point taken.agreed.
i also thought spending the day alone.then celebrate with the rest at another day.but weijun said it's selfish.
i have 0% of feeling ready to go to taiwan. luggage wise and deep inside.
did my heart want to take revenge just like husei hai in hi my sweetheart?but no worries.i got lost halfway.i guess i've never really got the lesson.
i think i am like an onion.nobody bothers to take a look at me.and should a silly girl ever gets curious (again) and starts wanting to know what's in the bud- every layer of me will get her into tears.some might give up halfway.and for those who ever got into the bud...all they saw was just a bud.nothing else.
"guess what?one of my regrets is not to step onto that ddr machine and just dance like a clown."
