under the rain. many berets.

under the rain. sunken hearts.

under the rain. our last salute to you.

goodbye, my comrade.

"somethings are worth dying to wait for; because you've died trying."

R.I.P. Eugin.

though we are not closely acquainted, but like what our co said...we are all a family.

it's really a tough period for many of us- your friends, your commanders and most importantly your family; who will have to endure the pain through the chinese new year.

your departure came too sudden, too unexpected. and too early. especially with your age.

i really feel that it shouldn't have been so.

the only thought that hangs on my heart now is to make sure all my buddies in green can wrap up ns together safely.

"miss, i think you are gonna leave something behind."

"regret is better than being hurt."

suddenly i have a thought of moving out.

perhaps i am acting like a fugitive in my own world?

perhaps i am feeling quite tired now, but i am feeling very dull now.

still haven't started seriously brood over the exact school i am gonna go for.

quite a rough week in camp. had outfield exercises with frustration.

another short, plain, solitary weekend break for the the next.

looks like i just wanna get myself at outside the whole of today.

kind of reluctantly accompanied my mother to johor this morning to pass my uncle some stuff, have a walk and get some stuff for chinese new year. saw a pair of fake d&g leather dress shoe that doesn't seem to have my size...sian.

the next moment upon reaching singapore i was travelling downtown to meet darren and weijun to chill a bit. saw a lot of places having crazy sales (e.g. 50% store wide for topman) but with stuff that didn't really make me feel tempted (with exception of that viva la vida jacket alike going out for 90 dollars if i am not wrong.)

later had a short chill out at timbre@old school. nice glass of erdinger recommended by darren. but the idea of another sausage fest did make us feel bored at times.

first week of 2011 gone. still kind of manageable.

but the blows are already sinking in. first being having the rojak solution which takes here and there from various applications (sorry jun cheng but i think it doesn't really work as i thought initially.) but at least now after more thinking i really have to acknowledge that social efforts is the main stream. so maybe the next solution is social ______ .

saw sheryl while on my way back yesterday. such a changed lady.

well sometimes it's like playing indian poker. the result is sticked to your forehead but deep in your brain you are pondering whether it's the right card or not.

everybody likes to say 'aiya i should done so and so...' i am not an exception. especially when the chance seems to come once in a decade.

"so there i am waiting for the wedding bells to ring. so if i say you have a choice, will you choose one?"