it's always part of my principles to learn from others and change for improvement. sounds idealistic huh?

yet i realised that there's just certain things everybody and i can't change no matter what happens- be it your lifestyle, the way i walk or the way he lies.

of course to change is one's decision. big or small issue it's up to oneself.

which comes to my point- it'll be foolish if we were to avoid changing knowing that the present self can be improved. bad for those who don't see it. worse for knowing it deep inside your heart and excusing yourself from changing.

while we're fooling ourselves.

damn tiring day. went to here and there to get things done...and still had to spend to cab while already being late.

hopefully what i've said today really helped. i really don't wanna waste time to simply pass a module any more.

and what's with all these...sighs. why me? why such a term? would you like it if you were in my shoes?

what's wrong arh...out of a sudden i am entertaining with thoughts of owning a car asap...wanna go both taiwan and bangkok this end of year etc.

is it like what my mother says- suddenly i'm going out of out ns soon?

suddenly feel so moodless...blur and lost.

you take- you'll have to give.

oh ya. how much lower of your expectations if you're alone for very long?

another good nine hours of sleep...and purposely offing of my alarm clocks to skip running. doesn't look good at all. king of the road is just a week away.

and i'm too ambitious to ok with my class peeps to play soccer on the same day after the adidas run.

so why am i still bothering? isn't it better to just focus on lesser things?

maybe i'm still too free.

maybe i've slept too much today...or it can be because i've nothing to say...or the things i wanna say are always the same.

well i guess we're all attention seekers in some sense...in our ways.

and is it me or the beer from brewerkz is actually better than erdinger? heh.

nowadays, everything can be measured.

i am poor. i've found nothing about myself that stands out from others. now they say i have a pervert face.

so how?

i don't like it if i'm in the wrong and your comments make yourself a hero and me a sinner. not at all.

if what i see are all facts, then nothing i thought of will be wrong.

all the good stuff are taken up while the leftovers are flawed.

is it really that nice to get yourself wasted?

has been a while since i last feel that nervousness in me.

crunch time- time to push myself to the limits.

love is like gravity; you are just pulling away from loneliness. and it doesn't exist.

image, image. i can see images, but not a true image of everyone.

thanks to online networking people now have an additional burden- to protect their online image.

can we just be truthful to ourselves? it feels like going into a house of mirrors to find no exact reflection of yourself. you are in different images. different expressions. but none of them is what you truly are.

but everybody wants to be unique; to be on the trend and yet stand out from the crowd- kind of weird i have to say. nobody changes for the sake of themselves.

guess i'm ok with just one mirror- one that i can see myself.

who can fix me?

did i just proved that the theory of instant noodles is right?

having a damn bad flu now. killing my mood to do anything now.

a week of ups and of course downs. firstly some of the guys from my batch ORD liao. ya i am counting down (more than ever so thanks to some) but still it's still gonna be crunch time if i have to continue juggling everything that i have on my hands now.

went to bedok 85 for late dinner yesterday. real good chill out with friends but i was dead tired when i slept from 2 to 7am to wake up for a make up lesson this morning.

assignments are coming down on me- hard. upcoming datelines and tests...gosh.

all these are ironically getting me focused on what i have to do. i got seriously no time to deal with the rest. at least for now.

but still...should i join track and field? haha. gastronomy club is more or less thing bah?

either way...gonna be busy for week after week...till september i guess.

oh ya there's still things i wanna say but...since you have decided i guess it doesn't help either way to dump it all here. i will only say that you don't get the best choice for yourself.