single and don't give a damn.

guess the june holiday trip is slipping into the soup, day by day.

been a while since i last talked to myself.

been quite a rough ride for me for the past few weeks- worked for a bit ($200 pay's still not coming though), sprained my ankle (frustration included), giving up on ah hai and just two days back- the final exercise.

guess it's kind of low profile for my camp from now. still very tickling on the idea of going on a holiday. taiwan or bangkok, anyone?

finally bought myself a watch yesterday. things should bought by yourself instead of waiting for people to bring it at your nth birthday party or even from the sky i guess.

been clocking quite a lot of time of the latest dissidia (people are saying i am becoming a addicted gamer) but i find it to be very meaningful.

life's a fight to the final fantasy.

do you still regard someone as your father if he treats you like a dog?

am i worth the trouble?

foot's still badly swollen. seriously it's getting on my nerves. thoughts of it not being able to recover by the upcoming major exercise (in a few weeks time) and perhaps even when i gonna study at july all are afloat in my mind now.

anxiety. then frustration.

the about going on holiday before studying? that's even more complicated. so many people to reject for one trip. undecided locations too. how how?

maybe i should just do it all with the university application next week.

went for a last minute job last weekend.

actually it's not bad; got to see some celebrities and the pay is surprisingly good.

got to know a few new people- eye-catching one, kind of irritating one in particular.

THEN. came monday. a seemingly normal soccer game. and there i got my ankle sprained.

if i am not wrong it's an old injury too so the pain is kind of refreshing.

been to my neighbourhood's sinseh twice. not that swollen any more. but the frustration of immobility, troubling people...sighs. i just don't like the feeling.

another guy has really pissed me off to the max. how can you just accept other people's offer to help for your mistake? ya ya you said you don't want but in the end you accepted right?

seriously you are not worth my time any more. i wouldn't mind if you were to move up one day.

so some interesting thoughts for the week:

- am i looking for unanswered questions and replicas?

- the feeling of troubling others

- why not learn to respect/reflect on yourself before you complain? (in facebook some more)

- employee? you sure?