What do you think? haha.

just random crap from me. since it's an old issue.

went to my friend's house yesterday...they own a nice dog! though they seem to 'abuse' it but it's very obedient. i want to own 1!

went to interview for information systems at smu. neither hard nor easy. e.g. estimate the number of christmas greeting cards sent out from singapore this year. we had to have an estimated answer within three minutes.

i will still say that the candidates were giving me pressure...one even had almost two years working experience at ncs...but somehow i feel confident. well arrogance is a double edged sword.

so my classmates went to sengkang to fly kite today. -.-

i guess i am a boring guy to start with...not to say going so far to do something i am least interested in and something better to be done with a couple (since we have one in our cliq/limelight) while they went as a group.

still quite pissed off with my friend today. asked me out just to see the girl he likes working at some shopping mall. please have some balls next time if you wanna do it...and still dare to tell me to go play after that...if i were to go i will feel just like a pawn you know? oh well even though that happens often...but that's it.

"never let others define the value of your life."

went out with my friends today to get a birthday gift.

along the way i discussed a messy issue (too lazy to note the details down but you can imagine what can happen between two guys and two girls la huh) with one involved.

now i see them from their point of view when they wanted to help me and another guy when we quarrelled and cold-war with each other badly...but i strongly believe i can help and solve the issue because i am dealing with guys. so it's easier compared to the time when they had to deal with two big boys.

so we walked along citylink when i chanced upon one of my poly classmates. hm...i don't know why perhaps she's without her contact lenses but it's just weird...? too much thoughts on this issue from my side perhaps...moreover i doubt i will care if she misinterprets anything and spread out or stuff like that.

got a call from SMU though in the morning saying that i am shortlisted for the degree in information systems... T.T

that was like...my last option for SMU? oh well. quite sad though...especially NTU doesn't even seem to bother sending me a mail of rejection? haha. let's see how the interview at friday goes before i decide.

went to malaysia with my mother today. not really a crowd at the checkpoint but the distance required to walk irritates me at times. luckily the new air con is able to keep me cool...

my mother was anxious to get me shoes because my old ones are either getting torned badly or slippery in rain...so she got me a pair of orange everlast slippers. then we went to FOS and saw another pair. and we bought it. -.-

i admit i am too picky on my choice of shoes because i was too stuborn on getting the puma el rey leather and tweed shoe or something look alike...oh well. walked quite a few rounds before i saw something quite nice...pair of "puma" shoes...

anyway.

so i kept repeating to myself "not now."

it's so hard to hide this thing known as "human nature"...it's just like hiding what's underneath your skin...and i know this is harder for me because i admit i am somebody who is easily distracted...was so since young...bad bad.

oh well. perhaps the upcoming stuff i gotta work on my project will keep me busy for now. at least i wouldn't let my mind go adrift easily...

and.

wondergirls are hot in SG...personally i feel there's this girl who is damn hot too...but wait. somebody pk against them! enjoy.

i am starting to dislike the word 'burden'...

"it's not the first time; so it's not the last."

林宥嘉- 伯乐

爱你的那一个 伤你的那一个
谁才是你爱情中的伯乐
放弃了这一个 然后等待着下一个
最后哪一个让你最舍不得

感谢不能让别人来说
你给过我的 她们是做不到的
那时候的幸福是真的 虽然过去了
我们也都经历了

释怀教育着仇恨 和平劝着天下人
故事发生便住下了 不管好的坏的
你让我成长了 就算是痛得值得

爱你的那一个 伤你的那一个
谁才是你爱情中的伯乐
放弃了这一个 然后等待着下一个
一个个过客过得快不快乐

爱你的那一个 伤你的那一个
谁才是你爱情中的伯乐
放弃了这一个 然后等待着下一个
别太多过客祝你早日快乐

离开时别忘了 看看眼前的人
流泪记住了 还是微笑祝福着

is there anybody who will tell me that i am stupid not to attend my polytechnic's graduation ceremony? i do have my reasons not to attend too though...time to defend myself! -.-

- we have to rent the graudation robe. $25 i think.
- i rather have a real graduation when i finish my university education. that's really where i start to enter the workforce and do the shit.
- the people who are going...oh well.

i can't buy the shoe i want! the puma's el rey series. quite old. and i even saw a limited edition. the smallest they have was too big for me... -.-

can anyone tell me are there any stores in singapore that sells old limited edition shoes...?

just got back from my academic club's freshmen orientation camp yesterday...damn tired even though i was only there for 2 days out of the total of 4.

seems pretty good to me. just that everything is more welfare focused for the organising commitee...moreover i shouldn't be always whining on the juniors...we were also once like them.

my class people bugging me to go mount faber yesterday...again! it's super lame ok...going to dating spot in a group...god damn it. if you pair like to go to such places can you please have more balls to go as a pair? i know we have time on our sleeves but i have 0 interest in wasting it for such decoy activities ok?

just went to the chalet with my poly friends...how should i say it? so so? like being an extra?

thought it's just a chalet...but the first time i see them together...what's that feeling? bitter? mushy?

i feel like i have to cooperate with the rest to let them have more time together...so...to me it's just like a chalet for them instead...with the extras as...decoys? huh?

even had "star gazing" with everybody when the weather was bad. -.-

perhaps that is a mixture of jealous and enviousness. though that doesn't really bother me but i guess that might be one of the last few outings i am gonna attend...

got physically screwed by going back and forth the preparation camp for my academic club's freshmen camp. seems damn pointless to be there at all times.

"we always want to be right to put aside the fear of falling down."