nike human race: finally completed without problems! was a bit concerned with the quality of the sunday morning air. it even rained a bit while i was on my way to the start line. but in the end the twelve thousand of us still ran for the children's society (the organisation set to benefit from this event) in two batches. my result surprised me. i guess it's very different when you run with some crowd as compared to a thirty laps session in the morning.

outfield: first outfield experience this week. though it's just 2 days 1 night with lots undone, all i know is this is only the beginning. i need my psp and songs!

watch hunting: caught a glimpse of the fcuk watch i am looking out for. a bit disappointed that it's slightly too big for my wrist. sighs. how...

today: missed soccer match. missed jogging. one of my laziest days in my life. gonna go back for another outfield trip again. heard it's gonna last for four days straight. looks like i got some stock up to do before i go back. already feeling sick that this is what my life will be of till next april.

misc: been spending too much this month! damn i think i have spent almost the whole of this month's salary away. so where did it all go? some yes i can remember but the rest...shit. sighs. i can still talk about year end taiwan trip with darren. i also do wonder on this trip too.

"there's 2 kinds of fear: fear of people and fear of failure."

busy week going to and fro between selarang camp and jurong camp to help on some stuff. but the people there are really fortunate...having a cookhouse with a standard even better than our canteen...we seriously need ntuc foodfare in our camp man. we even have delicious refreshments at afternoons too.

was already told that we will be busy with all the outfield exercises from january all the way till april where our major exercise starts. what can i say? sighs. tougher times ahead.

went to darren's 21st birthday party@loyang aloha at friday night. quite a crowd can caught up with some of the peeps over there...then played mahjong (which i will never forget) till weijun arrived at around 5 plus in the morning (he just touched down from australia).

damn tired when i reached home. and guess what? i went off at 4 plus 5 to get the nike human race pack (nice number on my tee anyway) @ orchard central. then met up with weijun again at the singapore indoor stadium to attend rainie yang's concert. very last minute stuff as his friend who initially bought the ticket was down with chicken pox and there was no one to go with weijun anymore...plus he told me i can just pay $28 for that $178 (front row) ticket. (sorry jun cheng but with all the events from friday till saturday i am really shagged.)

on the overall the concert is sill quite ok. despite only half of the indoor stadium are for seats, not all seats are filled...and considering that only 1 show is done at singapore...oh well. so much so for rainie. but again this first time experience really make me feel it's a must should coldplay or boa comes to singapore again for performances.

i finally completed my first 10km run! no big deal right?

correct. worse thing is i am just 2 weeks away from the nike human race and i just finally completed a something of similar distance. it was drizzling initially at 6 plus in the morning but luckily it got better for me to complete it.

the design of the nike human race tee are out too. this time it's in green...hopefully i can get a nice number.

saw an affordable creative mp3 player...gonna get it soon i guess...and the watch hunt continues with 2 police watches in mind. hehe.

so far the toughest week of training for us. kept repeating the tiring process again and again everyday even if we had met the timings. we even trained till 4am this monday.

and thursday night my vehicle had an incident whereby an antenna dropped from around eight plus metres high. no one was injured. but a dent on the mud, a dent on the metal antenna and more importantly, a dent to our morale and confidence.

luckily we quickly resumed to normal the next day. good feeling.

been too lazy to run these few weekends. must run tomorrow! with the race so near (two more weeks) i really hope i will be in good shape to enjoy.

now i am really testing how much more can i stay believing that. there's simple something so similar that exists and yet i didn't notice! pure ignorance?

not that i can't find the problem with the existing solution but...if theirs can't do it, can mine achieve it?

plus...will i be able to pull it off? will it still be something i envision of? sickening that the times in camp don't give me the luxury to think for all of these.