i think that's it bah. i just don't think i will have the time to handle all these at one go: my attachment, my part time programming, my sunday roadshows and now this network marketing thing. i admit i am being greedy this time bah. and why juggle between 3 small balls and 1 big one?
why not just focus on what i can further excel on...instead of trying to get a hang of everything. jack of all trades, master of none. but i must say...though a short stay...but i learnt how to sell something. perhaps the hard way...but somehow if you change the context it's actually a good way to convey a clear idea to your target audience. emphasize on key words, skip those words which might bring people thinking about anything negative or away from the idea you are trying to convey. and ya,
just talk, don't question.
10.29.2008
FINALLY
my internet connection is back. after 6 days. lesson learnt: don't use mio system. the 2wire router just gets in danger of being burnt up in event of lightning storms (which is so common in Singapore...)
solution? there are...upgrade/renew your plan. that actually means you get the later version of the router. oh but that's worse. thinking that the plan still has a long way to go.
forget about that. i have more things to take care of now.
finally got my pay for the part time programming. the client wanted me to go work full-time...ARGH. too bad i can't change my company for internship now...damn. but oh well...since i can work for his next project...it's fine with me XD
next is more of like...part part time job...i wouldn't mention the organisation's name...just that it's a company that uses network marketing as their main business concept.
oh well...perhaps i am not the type of guy they are looking for...or i am not suited for them...but perhaps i really wish that i can have a clean cut with them soon bah. sorry to disappoint them...but my time is therotically squeezed...
i have attachment on weekdays...that's 5 days gone from the week...i am intending to take the part time programming i mentioned above...so that's extra stuff after my work and during my weekend...sundays i normally i have part time roadshows...can my schedule be considered busy?
maybe? maybe not?
quote of the week!!! XD
"if life is about utilising the every 24 hours you experience, then love is about 2 persons sharing their own 24 hours."
my internet connection is back. after 6 days. lesson learnt: don't use mio system. the 2wire router just gets in danger of being burnt up in event of lightning storms (which is so common in Singapore...)
solution? there are...upgrade/renew your plan. that actually means you get the later version of the router. oh but that's worse. thinking that the plan still has a long way to go.
forget about that. i have more things to take care of now.
finally got my pay for the part time programming. the client wanted me to go work full-time...ARGH. too bad i can't change my company for internship now...damn. but oh well...since i can work for his next project...it's fine with me XD
next is more of like...part part time job...i wouldn't mention the organisation's name...just that it's a company that uses network marketing as their main business concept.
oh well...perhaps i am not the type of guy they are looking for...or i am not suited for them...but perhaps i really wish that i can have a clean cut with them soon bah. sorry to disappoint them...but my time is therotically squeezed...
i have attachment on weekdays...that's 5 days gone from the week...i am intending to take the part time programming i mentioned above...so that's extra stuff after my work and during my weekend...sundays i normally i have part time roadshows...can my schedule be considered busy?
maybe? maybe not?
quote of the week!!! XD
"if life is about utilising the every 24 hours you experience, then love is about 2 persons sharing their own 24 hours."
10.22.2008
more data entry for today. and tomorrow. almost a week of it technically.
do humans like to contradict themselves? or is it just like the theory on gravity- the more you try to break away, the more you will be pulled down? or just simply my heart is too weak to be above the rest?
is it so hard to be a hero? is it so hard to be lonely? is it so hard to fulfill the purpose of anyone's life?
"i eat with my husband."
"then who i eat with..."
i just wished that my heart is not there.
do humans like to contradict themselves? or is it just like the theory on gravity- the more you try to break away, the more you will be pulled down? or just simply my heart is too weak to be above the rest?
is it so hard to be a hero? is it so hard to be lonely? is it so hard to fulfill the purpose of anyone's life?
"i eat with my husband."
"then who i eat with..."
i just wished that my heart is not there.
10.21.2008
天灰 - S.H.E.
2nd day of attachment. it's gonna get me dying soon. tiring. and the fact that it's the 2nd day of me doing nothing much that worsens the situation. finally i am having the thought that to do programming is better. haha.
gonna do more data verification tomorrow...so shan't talk too much on the details for my attachment.
got into the train on my way back home just now. saw this pretty girl in front of me. was glancing at her till i noticed her ring on her finger. those remnant thoughts just went back to the front of my eyes. why stupid?
i suddenly thought of what is wrong with myself...what can i do to change myself...but again...i will then be changing not for myself. i wouldn't be myself. my heart is weak. that's a fact. i still have a long way to go. i need to remind myself again- girls can come and go, but chances for success appear every decade.
but i still hope i can one day call out
"Jo."
it still comes back. haunting.
10.14.2008
好心分手- 卢巧音
是否很惊讶 讲不出说话
没错我是说 你想分手吗
曾给你驯服到 就像绵羊
何解会反咬你一下 你知吗
回头望 伴你走
从来未曾幸福过
赴过汤 蹈过火
沿途为何没爱河
下半生 陪住你
怀疑快乐也不多
没有心 别再拖
好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
通通不要好过
来年岁月那么多
为继续而继续
没有好处还是我
若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破
是否不甘心 首先给撇下
换了你是我 你忍得到吗
捱得过无限次 寂寞凌迟
人心态早己看得化 也可怕
回头望 伴你走
从来未曾幸福过
赴过汤 蹈过火
沿途为何没爱河
下半生 陪住你
怀疑快乐也不多
没有心 别再拖
好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
通通不要好过
来年岁月那么多
为继续而继续
直接不过承认错
若勉强也分到不多
不如什么也摔破
难捱就无谓再拖
好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
通通不要好过
来年岁月那么多
为继续而继续
没有好处还是我
若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破
10.13.2008
精舞門
台灣龍捲風
i really wish i have the time 1 day to pick up either piano or hip hop dance...guess it's more of 1 of my regrets in life...if i were to have kids in the future i will try my best to let them have 1 interest...not to force my will upon them or to be "talented"...but at least they have something else to do besides playing computer games.
on the other hand...i know i am affected. infected. oh well...it doesn't really matter. it's merely the results that matters.
10.12.2008
背影 - Yoga Lin You Jia 林宥嘉
to me it's 1 of the nicest song i am listening to recently. fine i am slow but the song just brings back memories...good...bad...all of them i guess.
1st bad newsof the day- i guess it's sort of over with my 1 guy friend. it's really a long story between me and him. lazy to rewind. but this incident...just gets me thinking whether i can be someone else's friend or not...the urge to have myself isolated got stronger...
2nd news is that it's confirmed that my uncle's tumour is cancerous. i really have nothing to say- he's still so young...and now he's gonna be bald for a long time due to the whatever therapy...not to say whether he will lose his very caring girlfriend because of cancer...even though it sounds very stupid...but love can stand on no basis especially in this kind of situation...
got me thinking what i will do if i were in my last moments of my life...i guess i will regret here and there...simply because i have a lot of stuff undone...and in anguish that the value of my life is just so little...with no purpose fulfilled...
i will stupidly make phone calls...guess just wanna hear them for the last time. all the very imaginative cells active again...what a waste.
10.11.2008
BoA - Eat You Up
some appetiser for the opening of my blog. looks like we asians got something hot to scare the westerners.
speaking of which this kind of hip hop dance is something i really wish to learn. sadly i doubt i will have the time, money and commitment to achieve it. internship's coming real soon and right after that i MIGHT (not yes) go on an overseas trip with my classmates. after that? blardy NS.
money is always an issue for me...especially if i were to save up for my university course...but on the other hand...i wonder if this is really needed if i wanna do event management.what do you say?
"be yourself- for the sake of yourself; not for others."
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