went to watch transformers yesterday (monday)...kind of cool to see the detailed animations here and there but personally i will still like terminator over it for its storyline.

my friends and i were in the giant @ vivocity (buying drinks/snacks for the movie later) when we saw small transformers figurines being sold. i suggested we each have one and raise the figurines when we see the animations of them transforming during the movie. sadly that was strongly "rejected". haha.

didn't expect myself to be out for another movie (ghosts of girlfriend's past) just now (tuesday). thought the movie will be kind of bored or what ever. however i managed to see quite an amount of good online reviews for this movie before i got out of the house. doesn't really matter anyway since i have another chance to go out.

i have to say it's been a long while since i watched a movie that is mainly on romance. this movie...i guess it sets me thinking and more motivated. imagine a movie that can trigger a stubborn mule (in this field) like me. it must be better for you, reader.

and frankly speaking that connor mead in the movie is actually of someone near i once portrayed myself as when i grow older...a great talker, rich and super duper flirty. never gets serious in a relationship. sees such stuff lightly, absurd and something not required of.

but i got two messages from this movie:
- life will be meaningless if you are perfect
- pain is better than regret

somehow it triggers me to not restrain what my heart says (that much) and not to hesitate much. i certainly hope so but i will wanna be a better self instead of standing still and do nothing besides grumbling.

so after the movie i was more of enthusiastic. had a fine chat with them at starbucks and we were quite engrossed in her problems faced in fashion, styles and so on. oh surprisingly i believe that i can be of help for female fashion (it was from long ago ever since my sister/mother consulted me on such stuff).

perhaps that can be our common topic. perhaps that can be a good start for a bad talker/wooden block like me.