i am a little sleepy while posting this...why?

i think i had the longest phone call with weijun yesterday...i remembered it was like from 12 plus or 1 plus till 4.30 am.

i guess sometimes my brain is just too lazy to think hard...i knew there are problems but i don't really cared or know on what and how do i solve them. so i am sure weijun pieced up many parts of the puzzle for me yesterday.

but now...even though that impatient bit of me is still on running loose...i am not going to close myself anymore. instead of smirking at one dark corner of your world, why not go outdoors and embrace yourself in sunlight?

i strongly encourage anyone who sees this post to remind or even scold me if i were to turn back into that pessimistic old self again.

i am very sure many things wouldn't have happened that way should my mindset wasn't in that direction. you agree with me, jo?

i am apologetic to all of my friends who tried to help me all these while. i shouldn't let all these saliva and typing go to waste. so now it's simple:

you can stand there and not move; but don't complain. you can move on and improve; but prove it.