how should i say it...i can't say i hate that...but i feel that i am 'poked' whenever that topic is touched on.

it's something i can't deny- yes i have that problem. but everytime the same stuff are being said and yet i feel more and more being left out. i guess my weakness of not focusing for long contributes to this but...ah forget it.

as i mentioned there's no hate involved...maybe i should be careful of what i say...but that means the gap will widen as time goes by.