he's gone for good.

got the call at morning of the bad news. the cremation ceremony etc should take place at friday.

no tears. no smile. just farewell.

i am glad i chose not to go for the dinner and dance at friday...or else it's either i waste my money for nothing or i will go there and spoil the whole event. i just don't have the mood now for anything.

so if those bunch of people who thinks that i am trying to be anti-social or i have a problem...please go ahead. you can't really expect me to go like some ubin cycling or batam trip a day after my uncle's funeral...i can't bring myself to that. i am sick of the way life is and the way you guys plan for all these activities.

and anyways...congratulations (if i am not wrong...instincts tell me so) if our dear stubborn blockhead is finally together with the princess...after his plan A failed. my sincere blessings for you guys and i am sure you two don't want me the party spoiler to be there for the activities.