finally had a better sleep yesterday night.

in the past i thought deriving an answer to everything is vital.
but the fact is i was too gutless to venture into somewhere unknown and i hold on to the questions till a satisfactory answer is fed to my brain.

and thus all these questions burden me along the way. i guess that's part of a definition for egoist.

to get an answer i want at the expense of ignoring everyone beside me is selfish. during my secondary school days i thought leaving the school means i can put down the troubles behind and start afresh. and look i was going back to this scenario now. it's stupid and selfish to expect a good ending without experiencing any problems along the way...草莓族.

no cakes look nice with a slice missing.

and why carry a falling rock when you can be as light as feather?