thank god i got PES A for my medical checkup...perhaps i was nervous during the 1st 2 rounds of my ECG...but i tried to confirm with the doctor who assessed me during the 2nd round...and he just said that i am ok now. i got PES A. that's all. thanks arh doc. -.-

napfa was something i wanna forget asap. theoretically i will fail immediately, pack up and go home (because the 1st station i did was the pull ups and once you fail something for napfa you gotta go in drink tekong water 3 weeks earlier than the rest). but somehow the invigilator did something...maybe i got bronze in the end? though it doesn't matter but i thank him. haha. but still the test got my muscles cramped up. -.-

went for my classmates' CNY visits. was in one of the houses when one of the mother said something like come back at next year...when i suddenly smirked inside myself.

was intending to buy something like a cake for yesterday's birthday boy at thursday when i just found out that actually the rest had already bought something for him. and i was told that i have a share of the price. can someone help me describe this feeling? i dare the organiser of this crap get money from me personally. or if anybody who sees this post and find that it doesn't matter or i am too sensitive or even biased towards the organiser- please tell me.

again i am twirling around my options after i have completed my attachment. more or less i have eliminated something...but i don't have the balls to go for 1 option. damn.

either i have turned into some sour grapes or a monk.

suddenly i am interested in the word 'fall'. consider these 2 phrases- "to fall down" and "to fall in love". does it sound ironic to you? or maybe it's because i tend to see it as the glass is half empty