frustrating.

it's my habit to hesitate when i have options. a very bad one.

things always change. some did for a reason but some don't.

i have no idea what will i become tomorrow. because i can't expect tomorrow to be a sunny one when my today's a fog. how strong will i be with the rain tearing me down? i don't have the answer. but i guess i have chosen to not be others' burden anymore.

maybe it's just a nicely written excuse to hide away my arrogance. but either way i know i suck at all these human relationships kind of stuff. perhaps i am better with animals.

life is too long.