天灰 - S.H.E.

2nd day of attachment. it's gonna get me dying soon. tiring. and the fact that it's the 2nd day of me doing nothing much that worsens the situation. finally i am having the thought that to do programming is better. haha.

gonna do more data verification tomorrow...so shan't talk too much on the details for my attachment.

got into the train on my way back home just now. saw this pretty girl in front of me. was glancing at her till i noticed her ring on her finger. those remnant thoughts just went back to the front of my eyes. why stupid?

i suddenly thought of what is wrong with myself...what can i do to change myself...but again...i will then be changing not for myself. i wouldn't be myself. my heart is weak. that's a fact. i still have a long way to go. i need to remind myself again- girls can come and go, but chances for success appear every decade.

but i still hope i can one day call out

"Jo."

it still comes back. haunting.