more data entry for today. and tomorrow. almost a week of it technically.

do humans like to contradict themselves? or is it just like the theory on gravity- the more you try to break away, the more you will be pulled down? or just simply my heart is too weak to be above the rest?

is it so hard to be a hero? is it so hard to be lonely? is it so hard to fulfill the purpose of anyone's life?

"i eat with my husband."

"then who i eat with..."

i just wished that my heart is not there.