12.27.2008

guess i am not wrong about this but...i actually expected that before from you jo...sour grapes from me perhaps at that point of time but i didn't expect it to be that quick...

time to wake up. you are just solving the problem by changing to this guy...that guy...whatever. even if i am part of the cycle...still. you can't solve a problem when you don't even know what is the problem.

if you choose to be tied with a guy...don't keep changing the guys and feel that it's the guys who keep scarring your heart when you don't know about being tied down. i admitted i don't. even up till now. and i have decided i am too lazy to understand all these transactions and crap.

don't waste your time. don't waste their time. don't hurt them. don't hurt yourself. stupidly.

seems tough but i am sure you will find what you really want once you are clear in the head.