been quite a while since i last blogged seriously.

i think up till now...i have to answer to myself to some questions:

-is there any proper reason why am i suddenly so busy? or rather why have i been making myself so busy? am i trying to run away from something?

-why are my views on certain topics so extreme? even if it makes my mind feel more balanced...is this the right way to rely on on the long run?

-why am i restraining myself on some stuff yet i let myself go wild on other things?

-am i still myself?if not can i get back to what i wanna be at some point of time?

wierd questions but...seems that i never spend time to solve them thoroughly...and as usual i am lazy to think of all of these.