foot's still badly swollen. seriously it's getting on my nerves. thoughts of it not being able to recover by the upcoming major exercise (in a few weeks time) and perhaps even when i gonna study at july all are afloat in my mind now.

anxiety. then frustration.

the about going on holiday before studying? that's even more complicated. so many people to reject for one trip. undecided locations too. how how?

maybe i should just do it all with the university application next week.