another week in stagmont. didn't sleep well for the past week. no idea why but i kept turning in late and waking up once or twice at the middle of the night.

now to think properly as a trunk comms guy there's quite a high risk involved whenever we were to get the detachment deployed. moments like setting up the antenna (12-15m high), strong currents running in the antennas during transmissions...well. things might change in one fine moment.

plus the radiation from the antennas...well my sergeant told me about this fable that signallers generally get daughters...but i was more of curious on cancer. some cold joke for me.

basically my course mates...made me think whether the fact that i couldn't make it into sispec a regret for me or not...i was right you see. the human factor can affect a person a lot. no that i look down on anyone over there but...they somehow are not very near to those kind of people i wanna look forward to meet. pardon me for being a realist but...ns is really a good time to build up your network. so i certainly hope i have not lost this chance.

this was this indian sergeant who spent the free time in his lesson we had talking about lots of stuff...from his investments to the major events in the future that can affect us...and he reminded me about the possibility of doing some small business through blogspots...hm.

and now...i am on the verge of falling sick...especially when i have organised an overnight drinking session with my poly people...damn. plus for next week i am gonna to have tests and exercise. oh man.

oh ya.