this week was still kind of ok...booked out at friday night (being the second company to do so) and shared a cab between three other friends.

had a long day out yesterday shopping, attending a friend's 21st birthday and catching up with the people involved. chipped in for a fossil wallet as the birthday gift while getting myself a tee and shirt.

exercised a little and jogged this morning. slacking at home now.

as usual i still don't appreciate the feeling to go back to tekong. especially when there will be AGR and speed training together for tomorrow (for those who understand what i mean, the worse part is that i am in group A for these trainings).

true one month has passed but there's another nine weeks to follow. i am trying to keep my mindset positive but whenever it comes to these moments...the feeling is still not right. ever since the air force has held a talk on signing up a full time contract with them, the thought of whether i should do so or not has been lingering at the back of my head. but as for now my decision is leaning towards no. i am also starting to think whether i will be able to tough it out and make it to the BSLC course. hopefully i can get them done with and settled soon enough. but let me overcome the feeling of booking in first.