just got back from some bbq gathering. so surprised by the potential couple. on the other hand i am happy for them should they get together...to me they look compatible. one's a leader one's a follower. but kind of funny because she had a good impression of him because he was looking for advice on getting another girl...haha.

but they might be faced with quite a lot of obstacles...one's going england for further studies soon the other going to ns...feel kind of sad for them that they found each other that late.

oh well. once again i am proven wrong. i thought such wierd pairings can't work. now then i know i have been too naive. on one hand i don't care but on the other i feel envious for them. one pair is already around for like a few months while the other...more or less ok.

sighs...what to do? just now along the way back home i kept telling myself my turn is not up yet...it shouldn't bother me etc...but in the end i still felt inferior. i wouldn't say that i have no confidence...but some things are already decided when you are borned.

"out of the weirdest elements come the perfect compound."