went to CMPB for checkup at thursday...had ECG twice and had abnormal results. damn. now i am ordered to go back just for that...and i got PES D! -.-

foolishly all the possible scenarios came into my mind...including the worst scenario (in which i got PES F for some heart problems). suddenly i felt more willing to go for NS.

should i go to the visits during CNY? i have 0% of mood to do so. perhaps i should end stuff with a good note.

the temp jobs after my attachment is also getting on my nerves...i just can't decide. -.-

i am ready for shopping! already got 1 shirt or whatever in my attention.