my best wishes to all for chinese new year!

been rather busy these few days thus this late post.

oh well.

no matter what this chinese new year turned out to be quite plain for me...reason? i don't know it myself.

hopefully it doesn't get worse at friday and saturday. haha.

went to CMPB for checkup at thursday...had ECG twice and had abnormal results. damn. now i am ordered to go back just for that...and i got PES D! -.-

foolishly all the possible scenarios came into my mind...including the worst scenario (in which i got PES F for some heart problems). suddenly i felt more willing to go for NS.

should i go to the visits during CNY? i have 0% of mood to do so. perhaps i should end stuff with a good note.

the temp jobs after my attachment is also getting on my nerves...i just can't decide. -.-

i am ready for shopping! already got 1 shirt or whatever in my attention.

was on my way to the mrt station when i saw this sticking on a lorry:

"情人难求，爱人难留"

but i have no idea why did it still ring a bell in my head.

countdown to chinese new year! but i am left with a week or so...

going for NS checkup tomorrow.

what the hell...just got stucked in my house with a hour plus long black out...damn.

anyway i am so looking forward to chinese new year...though i am carrying some doubts for the festive season's schedule...but of course. hope everything goes well after that.

all the irregular working, rest, eating hours and habits got me so tired and fat... -.-

with the dying fireworks 2009 didn't really start as well as i wished for. well the damage is done anyways.

resolution for 2009:

hm...

- more actions, lesser noise
- more solutions, not crap on the problem
- drop what is unnecessary, pick up what is needed
- work smart, not work hard
- spend with more brains
- more balance, not being extremal
- be less rash
- more productive
- more considerate
- survive in NS